I Want to be Alseep
I am having a really hard time keeping up with this lovely blog of mine…. between working 2 jobs, having a social life, and no internet for a couple weeks, you probably understand why I haven’t been so aggressive in my blogging.
So while the rest of the world is off watching Harry Potter I am laying in bed unable to sleep. Which makes absolutely no sense seeing as I am exhausted and want nothing more than to be in the middle of a deep sleep wandering around in dream world. Unfortunately, my brain refuses to find rest and is keeping me hostage in reality.
It is as if my mind refuses to shut off. There are so many things I want answers to right now, but I am being forced to wait. And if you were not aware, I am a very impatient person. I prefer to have everything figured out and talked out right away so as to not have any confusion. Which in general works quite well, but at this particular moment in time will not work and I am going to have to deal with it. Waiting feels like torture.
On the plus side, it gives me time to weigh the pros and cons. To figure out where exactly I stand in this particular situation as well as the right words to say when the time comes… if it comes…
I have a feeling this sounds mysterious.
It is.
For now.
But may be resolved.
Or it may not.
The exact reason I am not asleep.
